March 30th, Such a normal day, kinda craving chocolate! No crappy feelings, watching Grey's Anatomy and just finished watching GOSSIP GIRL! great episode. So in the mood,for chocolate and like a boyfriend to cuddle hahahahhahaa.
We have to choose our senior shirts, either blue green orange yellow.
Tuesday, 30 March 2010
Monday, 29 March 2010
Diversions
People, like me, create diversions to get away from the reality.
Diversions, similar to fantasies, create a distraction which some people need to just get away. I drift off in my own world at times. My ipod creates a world of imagination, it helps as a way of getting away!
Regret- SelfDoubt-Self Loneliness!
My Ipod creates an access to an escape so far away from reality.
Diversions!
Getaways!
Reality's messed up
March 29
Feeling of despair , anxiety, slight bit of anger.
The idea of being so close, yet so far away is odd to me
Yesterday, was the climax of my week, He was in the next building, so close yet so far away. Even if we are 10 ft away, we would still be so far away, it would still be a long journey to get to know him. if only this could happen.
The idea of me and him, is just so vague. I can't get the idea in my head, it seems so unrealistic , so distant to reach.
Doubt. Doubt Doubt!
Letting it all out in this blog seems the best way to get rid of it.
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